Some Inspiration/ Accepting Submissions

“Embarrassment is the cost of entry. If you aren’t willing to look like a foolish beginner, you’ll never become a graceful master.”

I keep thinking about this quotation. It haunts me, if I’m going to be honest. So often, I let my fear of failure lead me into a tailspin of self-sabotage. I’ve redoubled my commitment to be “okay” with looking like a foolish beginner.

One way can affirm that same commitment is to put yourself out there. It’s not the smoothest segue, but I’d like to remind you that I’m currently accepting submissions for our Spring 2021 issue. We’re a month out from publication, and I’m looking for original photography, artwork, short stories, flash fiction, poetry, creative nonfiction, and lyric essays! If you have interest, please check out the Submission Guidelines here.

Each submission that is accepted for publication will be paid at the rate of $5 USD. Payment is upon publication. Bez & Co prefers to use PayPal to pay its contributors. If you need alternative accommodations, please let me know upon acceptance of publication, and I will work to find a solution.

‘The Sylphid and the Sage’ Available Now!

The Sylphid and the Sage is now available as an eBook on Amazon!

Check out this sprawling, novel-length poem, written in heroic quatrain. It serves as both a whimsical story set to loose iambic pentameter, as well as a heartfelt allegory on sanctification. If you love poetry, fantasy, and allegory, this may be right up your alley.

Here’s a quick blurb:

“Three Sages make up the governing authority in the city of Selvus. The open-secret, though, is that none of these supposed wise men are actually learned or intelligent, at all. When one of the city’s Sages dies unexpectedly, it’s time to elect a new leader. But a mysterious fairy-like stranger arrives, promising the Selvans a better way. But can she be trusted?”

Pick yours up today!

Accepting Submission for Spring Issue!

Good morning, all!

Just dropping by to remind everyone that I’m currently accepting submissions for our Spring 2021 issue! I’m looking for original photography, artwork, short stories, flash fiction, poetry, creative nonfiction, and lyric essays! If you have interest, please check out the Submission Guidelines here.

Each submission that is accepted for publication will be paid at the rate of $5 USD. Payment is upon publication. Bez & Co prefers to use PayPal to pay its contributors. If you need alternative accommodations, please let me know upon acceptance of publication, and I will work to find a solution.

I’m excited to see what you’ve got to bring to the table!

-DRJ

New Novel-Length Poem Available for Pre-Order

True to the schedule laid out in my New Year’s resolutions, I am pleased to announce I’m self-publishing The Sylphid and the Sage. It is available for pre-order now, and will be released on Amazon on March 1, 2021. In truth, the fairy-tale set to verse has been several years in the making for me. It is a sprawling, novel-length poem, written in heroic quatrain. It serves as both a whimsical story set to loose iambic pentameter, as well as a heartfelt allegory on sanctification. Admittedly, this book is pretty esoteric, and won’t be for everyone. But if you love poetry, fantasy, and allegory, this may be right up your alley.

Here’s a quick blurb:

“Three Sages make up the governing authority in the city of Selvus. The open-secret, though, is that none of these supposed wise men are actually learned or intelligent, at all. When one of the city’s Sages dies unexpectedly, it’s time to elect a new leader. But a mysterious fairy-like stranger arrives, promising the Selvans a better way. But can she be trusted?”

Check it out here, today!

Sartre was Wrong (Short Story)

(by Daniel R. Jones)

…If you can hear this transmission, please listen to it in its entirety prior to turning around.

I’d like you, dear listener, to indulge me for a moment. A simple thought experiment. I promise to be brief and my intentions are pure. I wish nothing but goodwill and peace to all creatures.

Suppose, if you will, that you were the member of a race of beings who presumed themselves alone in the universe. Imagine that this race of beings is sophisticated enough to understand that cryogenic-preservation is theoretically possible, but primitive enough to only solve half the equation. Pretend your race can freeze a person, but they can’t yet bring him back.

Since you’ve humored me this far, friend, imagine for a moment that you were born to this race as a genetic anomaly. A true fluke of evolution. A “mule.” Pretend that while all others of your race could communicate only through speaking, writing, or other auditory and visual cues, you alone could speak to others directly through thought. No other person, before or since, can speak and listen telepathically, but you can.

Imagine. What would the scientists of your race plan for you, when you neared life’s end?

I’m sure, my astute listener, you’ve already deduced that they’d like to preserve your body cryogenically, if possible.

They’d likely say, “He belongs to our race, but not to our time. Let’s preserve this man so that clinical researchers far into the future can study him. They’ll better understand him. Perhaps they can find a way to benefit our collective race. They might be able to prolong his life. Or else, maybe, they can isolatethe exact aspect of his DNA that allows him this extra-sensory perception. Perhaps, the scientists of the future will even be able to duplicate this ability, through genetic engineering, in the progeny of our grandchildren’s grandchildren’s grandchildren.”

Now, suppose they wanted a better chance at success. Pretend, if you will, that they didn’t wait for you to die prior to cryogenically freezing your body, but rather, put you into a kind of permanent stasis. Pretend your race had the ability to draw out the last couple years of your life for centuries. Millenia, even.

Are you still with me, friend? I’d like to thank you for listening to me this far, and for humoring me. It’s been so very long since someone truly listened. I know this isn’t a plausible scenario. But for the sake of the thought experiment, let’s let it play out.

Imagine now, that to ease the transition from this millennia to the next, they kept you in a sort of permanent sedation by administering drugs, periodically. No one would want to be in a coma for a thousand years, right?  Unable to move, lying still and biding your time, you’d die of boredom! Instead, let’s pretend that you were placed under this anesthetic in a cryogenic chamber a quarter-mile underground.

Now, we’ll get down to brass tacks. Wait. Forgive me. You won’t be familiar with that idiom. I digress. Let’s pretend that one day, you awoke. A panicked clinical researcher told you that there wasn’t much time to explain. There was quite the commotion on the surface.  Let’s say, he told you there was an interplanetary war. Your race is not alone in the universe.

Imagine that this scientist told you that it looked as though the two races, (your own, and the alien race,) had created a scenario of mutually assured destruction. Life on your planet would end. The scientist came to say goodbye.

Pretend that while you desperately tried to piece together the history of the last four or five hundred years telepathically with said scientist, he told you there wasn’t any time. He was going to return to the planet’s surface. He’d obtain a lethal injection. You would be mercifully euthanized.

I’m sure you’ll agree: you’d spend the next hour in a futile attempt to still your racing thoughts, preparing yourself for the end.  Well what else could you do? Death is imminent! You’d reel with delirium, wouldn’t you?

Suppose a day went by.

Suppose a week went by.

Suppose a year.

At some point, you’d recognize that the scientist wasn’t coming back. You’d realize that you were alone, a quarter-mile underground. Forgotten. In all likelihood, the last survivor of your race. Entombed, alive, but unable to move.

Have you ever had sleep paralysis? Does your race of beings have any sort of analogue? If so,can you imagine that feeling of complete impotence stretching on—not for a night, but for entire years at a time? What would you do?

Panic gets you nowhere! You’d recognize at once that to indulge your fears could lead to certain insanity.

Did you ever lie down in a sensory deprivation tank? If you’ve ever floated in one, you know the feeling of weightlessness. It feels good. But after, say, 15 minutes, the relaxation cedes to existential fear. If you can’t figure out where your skin ends and the world begins, it can be a tad unsettling. You want to talk about ego-death? I’ll tell you what ego-death is. When all sensory input registers a blank, each thought is amplified a thousand-fold.

Sartre was wrong when he said, “Hell is other people.” Wittgenstein was closer: “Hell is yourself.”

Hell is yourself. Alone with your thoughts. Forever.

But no, you don’t know Sartre or Wittgenstein. Those are human philosophers.

I’m sorry. I need to be more discipline in my thoughts. But then again, one can’t be blamed, after a century alone, if the wheels fall off every now and again. Do I contradict myself? Very well then I contradict myself, (I am large, I contain multitudes.)

Anyway, back to our thought-experiment. In such a scenario, my friend, you ‘d eventually comb through your people’s mental techniques to find a suitable way of keeping your composure. Zazen, pranayama, Tumo…all the past masters techniques of staying rational in an irrational world. But oh, I studied so little when I had the chance! What I wouldn’t give—

Forgive me. Reset.

You would attempt to maintain your composure and hone your psychic ability. You’d learn how to “throw your voice,” so to speak. You’d extend your reach, hoping that you could talk telepathically through a quarter mile or rock and iron and dirt. You’d begin telepathically projecting your thoughts out into the ether like some pitiful prayer to an empty sky.

How long could you continue like this? How long could anyone be expected to keep their head? Isn’t it natural that eventually you’d develop some eccentricities?

Say, eventually, you heard back. For the first time, you heard back from what you can only assume was a passing vessel from some alien race. Wouldn’t you seize on the chance like a lion pounces on a gazelle?

Oh, what’s a gazelle to you!?

If you felt the presence of another mind for the first time in a century, you’d shout—you’d scream telepathically. But what if the alien race had never before heard of ESP? There they are, cruising along in orbit, and all of the sudden they’re brain is filled with these intrusive thoughts, manic and unhinged. It’s natural that they’re afraid. I didn’t fault them for that!

But what if it took another year before they came back? And then, another decade until they came back a third time? What if, on the second and third visit, every mind aboard their vessel thought iterations of the same idea:  “The mad god is still here. We need to cut this place off as restricted space. No one should again return.”

But I’m not a mad god! I’m only a soul tormented by an eternity of his own thoughts! Can one blame me for giving in to a sense of existential dread? I’m shouting at the top of my proverbial lungs, mentally, now. I’m broadcasting as far and as wide as I can with my mental faculties.

If you can hear this, I’m dropping all pretenses. This is not a thought experiment, it is my reality.

I know you can sense my thoughts unspooling as I reach out to you. I don’t ask that you raise me back from the dead. I only ask that you come and end my suffering. Albert Camus, a novelist of our race, said, “There is but one truly serious philosophical problem and that is suicide.”

He’s right, of course. But I’m denied the quotidian “To be or not to be” that was afforded to Hamlet, to borrow from another giant in our literary canon. I have no chance to pull the plug. I’m alone, broadcasting my thoughts out to the sky, endlessly on repeat.

I’ve “thought” this same message thousands of times. I sound like a broken record to myself. I’m stuck in a thought loop, like someone who has taken a psychedelic drug, or like a madman. I’m begging you to close the loop.

I will now repeat my message, in the hopes that someone out there will pick it up.

If you can hear this transmission, please listen to it in its entirety prior to turning around.

I’d like you, dear listener, to indulge me for a moment. A simple thought experiment…

Book Review- ‘A San Joaquin Almanac’ by Don Thompson

(Review by Daniel R. Jones)

In our January issue, I ran three poems by Don Thompson. Don Thompson has been publishing poetry for over fifty years, including a dozen or so books and chapbooks.  In addition to his poems in our inaugural issue, I also purchased his most recent poetry book, A San Joaquin Almanac.

When I first cracked open A San Joaquin Almanac, I expected a glorified love letter to the San Joaquin Valley in California. What I found was considerably less reductive than that, and so much better. In this book, Thompson relays the weather patterns of the soul. He plums the depths of a people and the space they inhabit. Each month possesses its own poem, and 44-pages later, I’m left with the impression that I really did spend a year in the Valley.

The first thing that grabbed my eye was Thompson’s incredibly diverse palette. His poems are a sensory overload, effortlessly contrasting the light and dark hues of the world he calls home. Thompson has no qualms about penning visceral, immersive lines, such as the following: “Coyotes, so sleek last winter,/ look bedraggled, moth-eaten, the unappetizing color/ of tobacco juice stained teeth.”

But for as coarse and carnal as some lines can be, the poems are also populated by the likes of Li Po and Dame Julian, W.H. Auden and Tiffany angels. Thompson can hook you, with lines such as “…memory is a rundown theater/ in the seediest neighborhood/ of the limbic system.” He can also have you reaching for the thesaurus, employing words such as “amanuensis” and “sacerdotal.” The net effect of these poems is a geography of words. While mulling them, I felt I could vacation in them. The world was so engrossing; I could almost step through the page and settle down in the Valley, myself, if I could just learn to stomach the unrelenting heat.

A lesser writer might struggle with such disparate pieces, where sordid characters nestle alongside five-dollar-words; where the pious and profane coexist on the page. But not Thompson. This book is one to take your time on. Purchase A San Joaquin Almanac from Main St. Rag Publishing Co. and check out Don Thompson’s website at www.don-e-thompson.com

Bez & Co is now a paying market

It’s an open secret that to start a literary journal is not a financially lucrative decision. Still, I recognize the importance of paying artists for their contributions. Even a nominal sum of money can serve to encourage and motivate, particularly in the case of fledgling artists. 

Toward this end, beginning with our Spring 2021 issue, each submission that is accepted for publication will be paid at the rate of $5 USD. Payment is upon publication. Bez & Co prefers to use PayPal to pay its contributors. If you need alternative accommodations, please let me know upon acceptance of publication, and I will work to find a solution.

I’m currently accepting submissions for our Spring 2021 issue! If you have interest, please check out the Submission Guidelines here. Looking forward to hearing from you!

-DRJ